My Weekend

My weekend wasn't very good. Since i didn't come to school on Thursday my parents were upset and they punished me. They took my phone away and didn't let me go out. The reason they were so upset was because i couldn't explain why i didn't want to go to school. I was just not feeling emotionally well. I didn't have the will power to get out of bed. i just wanted a day of school and all the people there. It's really hard to explain but i just had a lot of emotions and i didn't want to go to school because i was afraid to break down. I don't like crying in front of people. My parents didn't understand this and want me to explain why i was feeling that way. I couldn't explain because i myself didn't know.  They took it as me not trusting them so i was punished. They were even more upset when the found out i came to practice but they don't understand how playing basketball helps me. It clears my thoughts and for that moment i feel that everything is okay. It helps me forget about everything that's going wrong and i feel happy. Something i haven't truly been in a while.